I’m constantly torn between, “It it’s meant to be, it will be.” and “If you want it, GO GET IT.”
Life has been nothing short of a whirlwind. I am beyond grateful of everything that has occurred in my last year of life. Twenty-seven was that age where life really started happening for me. At 6AM I awoke this morning to mediate positive energy into my new birth year. Before I could pray for my next level in life, I felt it was necessary to reflect on where I’ve been, all that I’m proud of and where I have fallen short. I don’t think I became an adult until this last year in life. I stepped into the unknown, after so many years of being complacent in where I was and its been an adventure ever since. I pulled away from my fears and stepped into womanhood after developing a sense of self. I started living for me, boldly and falling in love with myself. I have become my truest and honest self to date. It feels amazing.
Twenty-seven was so much fun. An experience to say the least. I’ve kept the best people around and brought some new amazing relationships into my life. Everything around me has increased and I feel that pure joy that children have on a regular basis. I remember I was in a bad place years ago but it feels good to not remember how I felt exactly. It’s like I did a level-up in life. God has truly shown me how kept I am and I’m only excited about where this journey is leading me. As I step into year twenty-eight, my only wish is that since I’ve become aware of my passion and started stepping into my purpose, that I don’t get distracted and lose sight of where life is taking me. I pray to maintain my focus and never become weak in my drive. So that finally in this year, the work that I have been developing will blossom into fruition. All while maintaining this genuine happiness and peace that I’ve found within myself. Knowing your worth is the most important thing as a woman in today’s society. The minute my mind changed, my behavior followed, and then the universe started to grant me the desires of my heart.